Once upon a time and all that jazz...It feels weird to be starting something new all over again after everything I have been through with my last blog.
-sniffles-
BUT ANYWAYS,
Now onto something much much stranger. The events, thoughts, and dreams of last night.
But first;
Hello, hi, cao. I'm Sara.
I've finished 15 years of life and am onto my 16th...woo-hoo..
I've been in love only once, English is my second language, I read entirely too much, I don't like being close to people, and I have no best friend.
There we go, you know a little bit about me. Aren't you proud?
Finally we can move on,
Last night was probably one of the strangest sleeps I have ever had. I usually don't fall asleep till about 5a.m.ish but I went to bed last night at 11? Hm. Then someone woke me up with a phone call at about midnight, drunk, asking to talk about their problems? Like wow. As if that wasn't enough I'm getting texts that I wish HAD woken me up earlier than 3 am. Oh well.... I always seem to miss my chance when it comes to that. Screw it.
Today is going to be one of those days, I can just tell! I mean, I can't hold a conversation with anyone today and I just feel like sleeping. Plus you know who has been brought up more than I'd like to say and I cannot get him off of my mind. I need to meditate.
Currently listening to: Untouchable-Taylor Swift
It's good but it makes me a little sad....
The beginning of Fiction, also known as the beginning of the end. It's when girls began to believe in romance, in this concept called love. And then from then on it all fell apart. This we will dwell on continuously as you will see when I continue writing and you hopefully continue reading...
11:40 p.m.
Hello, Hi. Once again. Guess what? I predicted right, today was exactly one of those days. Wow. I am just extremely scared/surprised right now? This is impossible. I was just thinking about this kid and then he texts me. What. The. Officially the strangest thing that's ever happened to me. Like magic.
..
..I'm still surprised..
...This is going to bug me for weeks now...
..
I just got home from the water park. Where I can kindly thank two people in general for helping me get over my fears (kind of) of heights/deep water/fast rides.
Stefan: Thanks for your pep talk bud,
"Life is made for taking chances...Well, at least that's what they say in the army."
"Sara, stop being a pussy."
As seen, he was veerrrrryyy reassuring to say the least.
Matt: I don't know but this kid gave me the kindest pep talk ever. Like holy moly. It was insane. It was like understanding and gentle? Hard to explain but it helped me with the heights thing SO MUCH.
Thank you buddy boy. :)
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