I'm looking back and remembering.. I remember how you used to mean something to me. I remember how you used to mean a lot of somethings, Almost everything. Then I think of today And I think of how much he means to me. And how it's so different, but exactly the same.. And how if it chooses to end the same, I know I will not be able to live with myself for the rest of my life.
I've been thinking about you a lot today. I'm maybe a little too aware that we haven't spoken much in the past year... I don't know where you are, or who you're with, or if you're thinking about me too right now. But, I really hope you're doing okay, no matter who you're laying with now.. and I hope that one day, for some girl, you can keep all the promises you broke with me.
I am not anything extrordinary. I am not sailing around the world at the age of 13 or breaking a world record. I am not anything original. I am just a very different girl trying to survive in the first generation of a new highschool. This is my life. That's it.